what i lack of

what i lack of and literally losing is my confidence;

i didn't realize it until last night when i just clicked around and i happened to visit a profile of my classmate who's from my junior school;i don't know if the "classmate"should be the proper word but we're definitely not friends,

BUT i do admire her,about what she's achieved in this so short time.I mean we just graduated from college and what she has done so far are already throw me a thousand miles away(which i think it is).

i took this so cute bear couple this noon break and did some editing;

i hope when i look at them they'd give me some courage to make things right again,

but in the end i'm hoping the saver could be myself,only me,myself can break it free.