it's not past tense story;it's still going on,the only difference at this moment is:
i'm not sure about things anymore.
i should have a blast Chinese new year in 2009,i should have.
But somehow things screwed up no matter whoever or whatever to blame to,i rethink every details i did something wrong,i made some wrong decisions,i did say something that was not so rational...
what else,my grandma just passed away yesterday morning,at 1ish am,i am sad,slightly to strongly.
i was not moody at all,someone likes to take it the other way,and i don't seem to have an option.
things are pethetic and now i got nothing to say.