

biggest and littlest things
this is what i did this morning when they guys are all gone to work and me got up tried on the shorts make sure that i can still fit in it,luckily after a whole night's diegestion and my push push push it in,i did it!
so look like this ,what does it mean huh ,i need to lose some serious weight and keep in shape in this so soon coming summer,i have to lose some especially on my thigh,i hate it!
yes i need neeed neeeeed to stop checking /reading blogs from time to time ,it's soooo stupid and a totally waste of gold time.
Spare meeee!!
I thought it was 23.40 bucks to buy that shampoo but the list showed 43.40;20 bucks just flied away from my bankcard and i didn't realize until i got home,ready to eat that look-so-sweet apple...
i don't think i'd EVER spend almost 50 bucks to buy a shampoo,i think it's such a waste,totally a waste of money.i prefer my money spend on some delicious food or clothes shoes...whatever but not those supermarket stuff.
but i have a decent a night sleep lmao pretty sacrastic i almost forgot this right now(it's noon lol);
okay just make a note of this;)
from now on,i have this dream to go after,i find my target to hit,i have to get it done.
<3.
2009年的新年是辛苦的,劳累奔波在几个城市,生病了,难受了,想家了,但不管是什么原因,我都觉得是值得的。
新年我学到了很多东西。小时候看到书上有人写道:“那句话改变了我的一生”…总觉得这是不可信的,至少对于我来说。后来我假装让一些人的一些话使我大彻大悟,但是都是表面功夫,徒劳。我假装表现的我真的醒悟了,我的生活开始要有新的方向了,原来不是,我一直都只是在欺骗别人同时在麻醉着自己。
这一年真的变了很多,我想了很多,反省了很多,这样的生活是我迷茫的时候想要的,安定,无忧却无作为,一生也只能如此。但是曾经的我不是这样想的,我想要的是更多,更多却不是贪婪,而是在你能力里可以去得到的东西,我丢弃了太多,是时候该前进了。
22岁了,今年底就是23岁了,我真的脱离了18岁的光阴,我之前却一直在做梦自己只是18,20的列车我还没踏上,现在看来我只是自我蒙骗而已,真的太傻了。22岁对于女孩子或者说对于我来说是该明确事业的方向,感情要开始稳定下来向婚姻发展了,一直觉得“责任”这个词用在我们身上太过沉重,现在想想它其实就在眼前。就像找工作的时候从来不觉得找工作该是件多么成长的事情,总是在悠哉的过生活…我也不后悔,过去的成就现在的。
我是该想想我能做什么了,我可以做到的,或者至少我开始想着自己能做了,如果连想都没想的话,我就真的一辈子都不可能做到了,我在尝试,我在努力,如果我失败了,也是值得的,因为我付出了。
好了,这个新年是多样的,我开始喜欢那个城市,因为,我不会迷路。